Raise Your Paper Cups

Friendship. A simple word, a simple term. Something that matter to the heart. Something that keeps you awake in the night. I guess you could say friendship is somewhat important. 

Lunch. Friends. Celebrating her boyfriend's birthday. Soaked with rain water. Heavy. Windblown hair. Terrible weather. I thought I was late. Saw her. Ignoring me as usual. Left when I came without a backwards glance. Sometimes it could hurt. I don't see why it would matter, but it did. 

Holding the DSLR in my hands, it felt heavy. I shouted your name. You turned and looked. I snapped a picture. You smiled in it. I was glad. Wondered if we ever be what we were last time. I suppose not. I don't think I could take it anymore. 

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Dinner, was weird today. Old men with their wives, sipping on expensive wine. How typical. Dad's boss/clients/friends. Talking animatedly. Honestly, they were a cute bunch of people. A toast, to Mr.Chia (the host), to his birthday and to Mr. Graham (the guai lou), his farewell dinner. The venue was quite "exclusive". Dark, with few street lights. Potholes everywhere. Crocodile farm, the restaurant's name. Halal. We no serve pork? :O

A 7 course dinner, made up of fried soft shell crab, fish, mussels, chicken, veggies and.. DESSERT. The food is awesome, for wedding dinners, like seriously, no joke. Really good. Thumbs up! :) 

Came home around 10 p.m.. 

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I'm still awake. 

Yes, awake. At 1:59 a.m.

Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha.

Hi. :D

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I wore it today. 

I don't think I'll take it off. 

A good reminder. 

I'll probably give it back to you when I see you. 

But till then it'll be on me. 

  

I feel random.

xoxo

Emo-ness & What Not

GOSH, I WONDER WHAT'S WRONG WITH MYSELF NOWADAYS.. SERIOUSLY. & MIND THE CAPS, NOT IN GOOD MOOD, DO NOT DISTURB. I SHALL CONTINUE RANTING.

CHEMISTRY SCREWED ME.

ADD MATHS TOOK PART IN THE FUN TOO.

THE FAT TEACHER WASN'T KIND.

PANIC ATTACK.

TOO MANY THINGS GOING ON.

CAN'T SEEM TO FOCUS ON WHAT MATTERS, WHICH KINDLY RIGHT NOW IS EXAMS.

I'M SEEING EVERYTHING IN RED NOW.

I WANT YOUR BLOOD. *glares* Totally random. ._.

ZOMG.

I WANNA GO ON A HOLIDAY.

YOU!

BRING ME SOMEWHERE. >_>

Rainbow after a Storm

I guess I had a bad day again.

Almost everyday is bad for me now.

Either I'm not myself, or things are really that bad.

However. there are two main situations. The first one: the storm a.k.a. bad news. The second one: the rainbow a.k.a good news. 

I'll start with the bad. 

I'm stressed out about everything. From my third semester's exams to the food I eat. Seriously, honestly, stressed. Chinese oral and the person I had to do it with broke me down at last and I thank God for it. If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have been able to release all the tension within me. But I admit, the reason for me letting it out was kinda lame. Who cares? Right? 

The good news.. Can I hear the drum rolls please?

My dog's NOT dying anymore. *woots* She just needs to take her medication and after that get a jab then all will be fine. Let me repeat myself again, SHE IS NOT GOING TO DIE. Praise the Lord. :)

xoxo

Decisions

I said I'll give you one week.

Now three weeks has past.. 

I have no idea what I want.

No idea what to do.

Choose to let go or wait?

I've been waiting awhile now.. 

Decisions are hard. 

It's my hand you're looking at.. o.o

xoxo