Pool & Beer

Had an great dinner tonight at my cousin's restaurant. 

Didn't actually planned to go there at first but due to certain consequences, we ended up there. 

The shop's located in TTDI Jaya. In this newly open mall, Space U8 eco mall. Its location is kinda horrible because all you can see there is factories after factories. Secluded. Dark. You get my point. And the mall area doesn't look like a mall. (Just saying.) BUT.

My cousin's restaurant is amazing. The deco may seem a little lacking in some areas but put all the weird and funny places together and it looks good. :) The food is fairly good. The best part of the whole restaurant is that it's partly food & dining area and partly a pub, with a bar and a pool table. 

Plates is the name of the restaurant & Bottles is the name of the pub. 

*They serve beer only. What you expect? Shah Alam mah.. :P

If you're stuck in Shah Alam with nowhere else to go. Dude, you have to drop by here. Seriously. A quiet place to chill out with ya' buddies. (Y)

GO SUPPORT! :) 

xoxo

Time Travel

2 days more till holidays are over.

I wanna time travel. 

Back to last last Monday. 

Time passes too fast.

I haven't done anything meaningful. Yet.

Saturday & Sunday please pass slower. 

Please & TQ. :)

CAN'T WAIT FOR YOU TO COME HOME OMG. <3

P.s, recently created twitter. Follow me? @XJlicious (I was bored.)

xoxo

Welcome Back, Love

It's been awhile. I haven't been blogging much lately. 

Because. 

There's nothing to blog about. Dude, exams aren't really that interesting you know. 

I did really awesomely terrible at Biology if you must know. 

Am in a friend's house now trying not to freak out. 

I kinda am not suppose to be here.

Why? Good question. I have tuition tomorrow. I can't skip according to my parents. So that practically sums up my day. 

Am anxious and paranoid. 

Sleepy too.

#ExpectingTheWorse

xoxo

Cravings

I'm in the midst of studying History. Islam history. & I'm craving for McD and Milo.

So tempting..

Imagine biting into that whole juicy goodness.

The flavour.

The sweet smelling aroma.

I want it so bad. :( 

Someone get it for me? Please? 

#ContinuesStudyingHistoryLikeNoTomorrow

xoxo

Procrastination

I is procrastinating.

It is bad.

Am soon gonna suffer the consequences. 

Addmaths project. Mid-term exams. Biology project. 

I is dead.

Laziness has overcome my body. Thus, I cannot win. I fight the losing battle. (This is just epic crap.)

Can't wait for the holidays. 

I is in need of new purse. 

I is in need of new heels.

I is always in need of new things. 

Need.To.Go.Shopping. *sighs*

Stumbled on this picture & it brought back memories. :)

#DyingInMyAwesomeEpicFailure

xoxo

Falling Apart

My dog died. 

It took me awhile to get this sentence out. This three dreaded words. 

The first few days of her death was horrible. Literally horrible. 

I cried at home. In my room. In school. In the classroom.

Yea' it was really really bad.

She died on the 11th of April. Slightly a week ago. It was a Wednesday.

I went back hometown to visit my sick grandpa.

She was already quite sick at that time, coughing, wheezing, everything. I didn't pay attention to her as usual. I thought it was normal, it didn't matter, she was like that often. 

When I came back the next day I saw her on the ground. Lying ever so still. I was in the car then. My dad was the first to noticed. He said: "Your dog's dead. She's not moving." I laughed really loud back then. I wasn't gonna fall for it. My dad was just pulling my leg. But that was before I came out of the car. My dad open the front gate and I walked closer to my dog whom I thought wasn't dead, all the while calling her name. "Melody! Darling! Darling! DARLING.." She didn't move neither did she get up. Her back was facing me so I couldn't see properly. She was lying in her pile of waste. Houseflies surrounded her. She was dirty, smelly and yucky. Yet she didn't move. Not a bit. I panicked. I ran the other way around the parked car, my mom's car was parked inside the house, to see clearly. And I did see clearly.

I saw her. 

Her white big eyes, opened. 

Cautiously I moved forward not believing my eyes. Her limbs were stiff. Suddenly it just clicked. She was dead. She really was dead. It wasn't a joke anymore. Nothing was. My hands went cold. My heart stopped. I didn't know what to feel. The only thing I wanted to do was cry. 

Slowly I dragged my ragged form into my room. Threw myself on the bed and the tears started pouring automatically. It hurt alot. Honestly.. 

When I thought I was okay more tears came. Memories, flashbacks.. 

The times she sat by my piano to watch me play it. The times she curled up by my side to let me pet her. The times she played fetch with me. 

Now it's just gone. No more. 

No more calling her 'Fat pig'. No more 'Retard dog'. No more.. 

I miss her. Until now.. 

I thought I've gotten over it. But I guess not.. 

Am crying all over again. 

I want my dog back. 

'No more pictures please!'

'What ya gonna do with me' look. :P

Sexy Ass <3

#MissingHerLikeThere'sNoTomorrow

xoxo

I CAN BE A MOM

I can cook dude. Like seriously. 

I've been cooking instant noodles for myself this past week. 

And just today, I fried myself an egg. 

AN EGG.

It didn't look as good as this, it was more retarded but whatever. 

A huge achievement for someone like me who hardly ever steps in the kitchen.

I'm so proud of myself. :) :)

Although the egg kinda lack a whee bit more of oil, I was still happy that I didn't burn it. 

I worried it might turn black the instant I put it into the pan. So yea..

Am proud. 

Haha.

My future daughter is so blessed to have me as her mother. <3 

#EnjoyingLifeToItsFullest

P.s. Easter's coming soon. Good Friday's tomorrow.

xoxo