King of Anything

Have you ever been slapped? 

How did it feel?

Did your cheeks hurt?

Did your heart break?

Who was it that did it? Someone close?

*shakes head* I didn't get slapped, no worries. I'm still in one piece on the outside. Just not so right on the inside.

I planned it all. Everything to the last detail. I didn't sleep the night before because I was so excited. Imma have fun tomorrow, I promised myself. Out with friends for a movie, after so long, stuck at home, my prison. Some freedom. Tch, typical small kid talk.. That's what you're thinking now right? We all go through this phrase okay.. Give me a break. As I was saying, I was so giddy and high about it, my hopes were so high. 

However, life doesn't always provide us with a fairytale ending. I forgot about my tuition. *glares* Crap. 

Well, that's not why I got mad. The reason I got mad was because I told my mom I didn't want to go for it, since it was a holiday for my school, no point getting caught up with studies when I wanted so badly to relax. I told her that on the phone. She immediately shot down my request and told me that I had to go. I said no. She said yes. I said no again and hit the disengage button. I know, my fault. No reason to get mad. She told my dad about it and he rang me up. I answered. No hello, no hi hun, no hey kiddo, not even my name, just lecture. You have to be committed your studies, you have to.. you have to.. yada yada yada. Yo dude, look here, I've never once asked to skip tuition, and now, just one time I wanna skip you turn me down with a huge scolding. Great job. After he was done, guess what he did? Yepp, he disengage on me too. Karma? *laughs* I don't believe in that. 

Later when I came home from my tuition, I was tired, annoyed, angry and really moody. My ever so wonderful family didn't even bother to ask me to eat dinner. They just left me to my room where I could sulk some more and sleep. Not before I slammed my door at them though. *grins* 

Dad woke me up later around 8, 9-ish. Banged on my door. Really loud. Called my name, it sounded thick with impatience. What for? To get the laptop in my room. He's addicted to it, just doesn't wanna admit it. He loves to read the latest scoop in politics. But forget that, just imagine yourself in bed, tired and unwilling to get up. That's how I felt at that moment. Involuntarily, I glared at him. Grouchy me.

He said: "Get out of this house if you're not happy!"

I couldn't hear the rest anymore.

Cool dad I have. 

Feel the pain now? 

Worse than the slap you received.

I broke down. I didn't know why. 

 

When I think back at it, I smile. So pathetic. So stupid of me. I earned it anyway.

Welcome to my ugly side. Peace out. ;]

xoxo

Thoughts of The Past Week

It went out fine. Awesomely fine. Better than fine. Close to perfect. 

I'm happy. Our student committee is happy. The teachers are happy. Students are happy. Hopefully God is please with all this. The hard work we put into it.

What am I talking about? Your answer: TLC's Inter-Brethren Captain Ball games.

I'm thankful that we manage to pull everything off. Although I might say it took off with a shaky start, we did end pretty well. Obviously, at the end of the day everyone was tired. But, we were satisfied. I knew I was. Got to know some new people. A cool bunch. 

Dosed off immediately after reaching home. That tired. Imagine that. 

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Father's Day was on a Sunday, as usual. 19th June.

It was uneventful however. Dad didn't really wanna celebrate. So our family had a simple dinner at an Italian shop in Tropicana Mall. Was quite good. Expensive. They have wonderful deserts. :) 

Bought him a box of Royce dark chocolates. Just the right amount of smoothness. Melts in the mouth. Not really sweet. Fine texture. Everything you wanted in a chocolate. I could tell he really did like it. Finally, after 16 years of living. He's happy with my present. *eye rolls* Oh well.. Whatever makes him happy. O.o''

xoxo

A Day that Nothing Made Sense

Look at my title. I say LOOK AT IT NOW. As you can see, I'm not exactly myself right now. A lil' drowsy from the heat & a lil' blur because of the huge amount of holiday homework that I didn't finish during the holidays. Ugh.. I sound like a nerd now, talking about school. Pfft! :P

Tis' the season to receive exam results..

Do you hear the choir singing? Hah.. Just kidding.

And so everybody starts comparing results. You envy me, I envy you. It's the life cycle. You begged teacher for more marks, I shrugged and just watch the crowd. Screaming and complaining when you didn't get the highest and crying over the fact that you have siblings who are smarter than you. I laughed and thought are you that desperate? Look around you, you may think you've flunk but there are people out there who put in twice more effort than you and yet, still actually flunk. Snap out of it, kid. The world's not gonna end if you didn't get an A+. Be more considerate when you talk next time because you're hurting more people than you think you are. 

xoxo

Random-ness

I love fridays! I just can't get enough of it. *starts singing Rebecca Black's Friday* 

My ex-classmate / best friend in the whole world, came over to my place for a lil' girly get together. It was epic. Talking into the night about stuff that matter and stuff that didn't really matter. All the random-ness. One minute we're talking about school the next minute we could be talking about food. I still wonder how we actually concluded our night of sharing. It was like we had a million things we could say to each other, although we practically text each other everyday. Have you experience this before? Awesome isn't it..

She left today. On a Friday no doubt. I sent, scratch that, my dad, sent her home.

Shopping spree!! :) 

Karaoke!! x]

It's been awhile since I last shopped. With myself & friend, that is. 

Cam whoring. Uh huh, yes, I cam whore. You didn't know?

I thought this was nice [o.o]

Just the couple of satisfied few. Got to sign off now, it's getting late. Goodnight world, nights people. <3

xoxo

Sweet Freedom, maybe?

The starting of the holidays. The time to sit back and relax. To do nothing but sleep, eat, sleep some more and read. Yea'.. That's life. *deep sighs* Coffee..

Well, first thing's first. I did start off my holidays with a book. 

An awesome book. 

Name's "The Memory Keeper's Daughter" by Kim Edwards. 

Wonderful, breathtaking book. You'll get hooked once you've read it, I guarantee.

It speaks about a family who has many secrets. The dad, Dr.David Henry who've had a hard life in the past before turning into the known doctor & photographer he is now. The mom, Norah who mourned the daughter she "lost" at birth yet never really getting over it. Drinking & having affairs with other men, the main motive: just to forget everything. The son, Paul as innocent as he was. Lost in the world of music to be rid of all the frustration and anger he felt & the daughter, Phoebe Grace Henry, born as a confirmed Down-Syndrome baby. Given away at birth by the father to his nurse. As the story unfolds, you'll be able to understand what truly goes into their minds. A story that'll leave you wanting for more. (Sorry for the bad summary though =.= )

Getting on with my supposed topic, life has been treating me kind, I guess. Things ARE happening but they aren't that big to make a fuss out of it. The highlights of my week. Hmm.. I'm not quite sure about it. It's getting bored around the house now. I was supposed to cut my hair yesterday but somehow or another, it didn't 'jadi'. But I didn't know what to do with my hair anyway, so it's a plus?

Taken a few years ago ;-)

Mom said I should stop taking pictures of myself. You can't blame me right? If I had a photographer to myself I wouldn't be taking my own pictures. >_> But I think she's jealous because no one takes pictures of her. :P *laughs* KIDDING!

Conquering the Mountain

IT'S FINALLY OVER!!!!!

RAWR!!!!!

Aaa.. I feel better now. But still, I can't believe it's over after what.. 2-3 weeks of exams. Tormenting. No TV, no computer, no storybooks. Now, freedom. xD

Current mood: Extremely happy but tired.

Got to go catch up on my sleep, seriously. This whole week I've been sleeping for only maximum 5 hours per day. If you think that's crazy.. You haven't seen my other friends.

Basically, I'm just glad it's over. No more stress eh?

Yf fundraising preparations are tomorrow. Kinda looking forward to it. *winks* Guess it'll be a busy weekend too.. Hope the thingy turns out fine. ;)

It's been on my mind for awhile..

xoxo

Now what?

After my "awesome" English paper, Imma just relax for the weekend. Cousin's wedding coming up soon. Today's the bachelors night. Gonna go rock my socks off!!! ;-)

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GAHHHHH!!!!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.. 

MY.ENGLISH.

FRUSTRATED.

 

 UPSET.

 DISAPPOINTED.

Aww shucks.. Don't even bother telling me there's a next time. 

Promised myself I would aced all my exams this time.. LOOK WHAT HAPPENED NOW

 xoxo