Laugh With Me

Have you ever felt that somehow or another you didn't fit in with your friends?


I have. I feel funny saying that. The immediate and most sensible question to ask would be, if you did not fit in with them why join them?


I don't know. 


It's like when everyone starts talking about random stuff that didn't really make sense to me then the next moment someone starts laughing. The rest follows. I'll be the only one not laughing but staring at their tear strained faces trying as hard as I could to understand what could practically make them laugh until that degree. Most of the time, I don't get it. 


It's like I'm in a whole other league of my own. A different dimension from theirs. Sometimes, I view myself better than them, more matured that's why I'm not amuse by their meaningless chatter. It made me feel better. *laughs* 

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School was uneventful. Celebrated Malaysia Day. We had to wear caps. Red caps. 1Malaysia red caps sponsored by Sime Darby and sing 'Jalur Gemilang' under the sun. Some ex-prefect tried to piss me off again. I wonder what's his problem. But it didn't work. 

Nothing much has changed. 

I still hate prefects. Hate the job I do. Hate the teachers in charge of it. If ever I was put in charged of the prefects board, I would change everything in it. From the teachers to the heads of each biro and their penolongs.  & yes, I still wonder why I'm prefect. 

I'm still in the midst of convincing myself to lose weight eventhough I don't need to. 

I still never pay attention during Physics class. 

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I've been posting lots of random stuff. A friend told me she didn't understand what I was writing about. But honestly I don't think that actually matters. Blogging should be what I feel, not whether other people understand you or not. Oh well.. 

I'm one confuse child. 

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